Saturday, February 11, 2017

Your Villain

Your Villain



Unlike you, I don't belong to the majority,
I walk by my own pace and do not require a leader.
I've faced the truth: I am the minority,
so when you see my face, you best be my cheerleader.
Unlike you, I am free and have all the space I need,
nothing stands in my way - I have no limits.
And when I'm through, I'll let you know of my succeed,
as I will tell you all day – so listen, dimwits!
Since I'm free of care, the world is my diamond rock,
morality is pure banality – it's dirt beneath my boot.
Your objections fill the air, but I just simply shrug,
this sounds like pure brutality and you may see me as a brute.
I belittle hope, I slap your face, and laugh when you cry,
Your dad from a rope, your mom in a fireplace: I am the bad guy!

But unlike you, I face challenges on my own:
no one tells me to stop when I'm ready to set sail.
As you already knew: I fight these battles alone,
it ends in a single chop and stands as another fail.
Because unlike you, I may never complete a goal;
no one tells me to focus as I have cast them astray.
Others I bid adieu or swallowed up whole:
nothing but locust blocking my way.
And those I loved who had a warm place in my heart
slapped my hand before I could force theirs.
I stand shoved with no counterpart
and my rock is a wasteland, soiled with tears.
wether they are mine or from some others' eye
you have no reason to whine: I am a bad guy.

But I digress: this may be as it should,
me who try and you who complete.
It may just be a guess, but if it's any good:
accept and realize you sow what you reap.
And I confess – to you – that failures have worth,
they teach you what you lack and how you can improve.
Unlike success which may dominate your Earth,
such turn you into a hack who refuse to move.
If you understand this then I'm sure you'll do fine
and you won't forget because I'll be here.
I don't require a kiss or any redesign
and if my words made you upset, then blame Shakespeare.
So when you see me, or when you hear me, and if this is our goodbye:
know that I'm carefree, but never wealthy and think: at least I'm not that guy!



3 comments:

  1. Quite an intriguing, and not least unexpected, shift in attitude. The first stanza features a dominant sense of narcicism, which would certainly seem appropriate for the typical "bad guy", yet after the session of self-reflection going on in the second stanza, the protagonist suddenly seems more humanized and repentant. The pride and assertiveness wanes. Very clever, Killijoy, you have portrayed these phases of reflection well.

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    1. I appreciate your observation and you are spot on, Kasper. My intention was to have a selfish narrator be somewhat aware of his own flaws. I did that with the intention of making him likable and also relatable to the addressed reader.

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  2. "Bad guys pouring in. Terrible!" - that, b.t.w. is not my opinion of your poem, but an excerpt from Donald Trump's latest Tweet...

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