Your Villain
Unlike you, I don't belong to the
majority,
I walk by my own pace and do not
require a leader.
I've faced the truth: I am the
minority,
so when you see my face, you best be my
cheerleader.
Unlike you, I am free and have all the
space I need,
nothing stands in my way - I have no
limits.
And when I'm through, I'll let you know
of my succeed,
as I will tell you all day – so
listen, dimwits!
Since I'm free of care, the world is my
diamond rock,
morality is pure banality – it's dirt
beneath my boot.
Your objections fill the air, but I just simply shrug,
this sounds like pure brutality and you
may see me as a brute.
I belittle hope, I slap your face, and
laugh when you cry,
Your dad from a rope, your mom in a
fireplace: I am the bad guy!
But unlike you, I face challenges on my
own:
no one tells me to stop when I'm ready
to set sail.
As you already knew: I fight these
battles alone,
it ends in a single chop and stands as
another fail.
Because unlike you, I may never
complete a goal;
no one tells me to focus as I have cast
them astray.
Others I bid adieu or swallowed up
whole:
nothing but locust blocking my way.
And those I loved who had a warm place
in my heart
slapped my hand before I could force
theirs.
I stand shoved with no counterpart
and my rock is a wasteland, soiled with
tears.
wether they are mine or from some
others' eye
you have no reason to whine: I am a bad
guy.
But I digress: this may be as it
should,
me who try and you who complete.
It may just be a guess, but if it's any
good:
accept and realize you sow what you
reap.
And I confess – to you – that
failures have worth,
they teach you what you lack and how
you can improve.
Unlike success which may dominate your
Earth,
such turn you into a hack who refuse to
move.
If you understand this then I'm sure
you'll do fine
and you won't forget because I'll be
here.
I don't require a kiss or any redesign
and if my words made you upset, then
blame Shakespeare.
So when you see me, or when you hear
me, and if this is our goodbye:
know that I'm carefree, but never
wealthy and think: at least I'm not that
guy!
Quite an intriguing, and not least unexpected, shift in attitude. The first stanza features a dominant sense of narcicism, which would certainly seem appropriate for the typical "bad guy", yet after the session of self-reflection going on in the second stanza, the protagonist suddenly seems more humanized and repentant. The pride and assertiveness wanes. Very clever, Killijoy, you have portrayed these phases of reflection well.
ReplyDeleteI appreciate your observation and you are spot on, Kasper. My intention was to have a selfish narrator be somewhat aware of his own flaws. I did that with the intention of making him likable and also relatable to the addressed reader.
Delete"Bad guys pouring in. Terrible!" - that, b.t.w. is not my opinion of your poem, but an excerpt from Donald Trump's latest Tweet...
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